My 2024: The Year of Trials, Tears, and Transformation - PART 2

Struggles and Challenges

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The Pain That Consumed My Life

Every month, I used to leave my house only for hospital reviews. My life revolved around pain, sleepless nights, and a sense of isolation. One day, my husband, with tears in his eyes, asked, “Will it ever become permanent that you can’t stand straight? I always hear you talk about your pain, and it hurts me deeply to see you suffer. Oh, what kind of life is this, filled with so much suffering?” His words reflected my own despair and fear.

Isolation and Failed Attempts to Find Joy

My friends encouraged me to go out, suggesting activities like shopping, visiting malls, or reconnecting with others to distract myself. I tried, but my efforts only deepened my depression. Phone calls often went unanswered, and those who picked up hurried through conversations, leaving me feeling more rejected. Outings were equally disheartening people, stared at my appearance, made insensitive comments about my health, and drained me physically. Their words broke my heart, and I felt more lost than ever.

The Impact of Medications on My Body and Mind

Daily doses of 12 to 15 tablets left me dizzy, nauseous, and battling gastritis. Each morning, I woke up disoriented, wondering if I was in the cancer institute, a TB hospital, or my mother’s house. When I realized I was home in Bangalore with my husband and son, relief was fleeting. I even feared stretching out my left hand in sleep, haunted by memories of endless blood tests. Life felt unbearable, and I questioned how much more I could endure.

A Life-Changing Turning Point

Choosing Faith Over Despair

Amidst the darkness, a light began to shine. We turned to Jesus and found solace in Him. I started speaking words of life and hope instead of despair, praying more fervently, and seeking His presence. Slowly but surely, things began to change.


Speaking Words of Life and Hope

Each day, as I got out of bed, I declared:

  • “This is the day that the Lord has made; I will rejoice and be glad in it.”
  • “The Lord is my strength.”
  • “Lord, Your grace is sufficient for me.”

These affirmations strengthened me emotionally and spiritually, marking the beginning of my healing journey.

The Support That Strengthened Me

The Unwavering Strength of My Husband

My husband stood by me as my physical and emotional support. He never wavered, offering me strength and love when I needed it most.


A Mother’s Love and Dedication

My mother became my rock, helping me cook for myself and my family as I regained strength. Her love and encouragement carried me through some of my toughest days.

Friends Who Became a Blessing

Shelton and Gracy, dear friends, supported me with healthy breakfasts, soups, salads, and snacks, contributing to my recovery. Their kindness and care reminded me that I wasn’t alone in my battle.

Glimpses of Sunshine Amidst Darkness

Rebuilding My Inner Strength

Amidst the pain, I felt a glimmer of hope. My inner self grew stronger as I repeated my confessions of faith daily. Slowly, I began to heal physically, emotionally, and spiritually.

Finding Joy in Simple Moments

One of my happiest moments was holding my son, Isaac, on my lap again. It felt like a miracle, a precious gift from God.

Restoring My Faith and Making New Connections

I began attending Sunday church services and prayer fellowship meetings, where I met new friends and found renewed faith. These gatherings uplifted me, reminding me of God’s grace and mercy.

A Testament of Miraculous Healing

Embracing My Identity as a Survivor

Today, I proudly introduce myself as a cancer survivor and a testimony to God’s miraculous healing. Everything that happened—and continues to happen—is for His glory.

Transforming Mourning Into Dancing

God turned my mourning into dancing. He restored my strength, my family, and my joy. His goodness and wonders have left me in awe, and I am forever grateful.

Celebrating New Beginnings as a Family

By God’s grace, we overcame what felt like an impossible year. We celebrated Christmas 2024, New Year 2025, and Isaac’s sixth birthday on January 3, 2025, as a family—a moment we had longed for during our darkest days.

Conclusion

The journey through 2024 was one of immense pain, challenges, and faith. What seemed like an insurmountable year became a testimony of God’s goodness and healing. With His strength, I stood again, walked again, and lived again. Today, I sing praises to Him for restoring my life, my family, and my faith.

“I will sing praises to Him as long as I have breath.”

Let’s Exercise the Word of God Every Day!

“These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.” I Peter 1:7

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